I feel so weird being productive and doing well, it makes me anxious and uncomfortable. I feel like someone else is doing all of these job interviews, job fairs and resume stuff. it’s been such a long time since I participated in the game of society, it feels totally foreign…

it’s going to be paired with this music i’m working on, eventually Can you feel the arms of winter extend her frigid hands? And the weight of all the secrets you wouldn’t tell your closest friends You’re trying so hard not to show it You wonder how long you can hold this The longest night from the shortest day today’s Your winter solstice

there is a green day song that was only released on the soundtrack of a movie that no one has ever seen, and isnt’ even worth naming here. it’s an early green day song back when they were a punk trio from the east bay (Berkeley, CA). i remember waiting…

I really like the keyboard on my new computer so I wanted to tap at it to see if anything comes out, since I don’t write as much as I used to. One thing that happened yesterday is i seemingly got a job helping people sign up for those free…

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For everything New York City has done to me, it’s done something for me. Today is a very good day. Last winter i enrolled in and completed a New York Urban League job readiness training over the course of 5 weeks. last week I was contacted by the teacher, to…

we makin a movie My Friday music time with Mariano started as a pretty standard piano lesson. Somehow it’s changed to something much better, that does as much for me as any therapy i’ve ever been in. the process works like this: over the course of the week, i look…

It’s been a long time since i’ve seen any live music, and i miss it all the time. i don’t miss the big arena rock madison square garden phish shows, though. i miss being in a shitty bar and hearing some band play grateful dead songs for me to dance…

Jane II If you didn't read the beginning of my nearly week long mind fuck saga I'll link it here: Jane The preface :evr0ck17.medium.com So after getting totally ignored for about a week following a whole day of the most deeply romantic, sexual and nostalgic shit anyone has ever said to me, I decided…