I was thinking. I was doing it a lot and it kept me awake I thought I would just document some of the thoughts here maybe see what happens. Some of it I’ll just be screenshots because I don’t feel like writing something twice that’s annoying to me. This is not the most organized post on this website but I don’t think that it has to be if you think that it has to be maybe it’s not for you.
Here’s the deal all right when I was 19 I was living in Dorchester Massachusetts and I had a really good woman in my life who told me to go to school so I tried and I wanted to write a screenplay but it just frustrated me with all the formatting and rubbish that people are telling me it had to be so I just gave up on it.
sure I don’t have the MacBook that I had then but I’m really good at finding all these little tools for free and I thought about this video I watched of notable guitar player talking about his gear and he said it’s not having the best gear, it’s knowing what the fuck to do with the gear you have.
So I was chain smoking and sitting there and I was like dude we have so many more tools now to help us do what we want
If you’re reading this and you can dig what I’m getting at like holler at me, let’s do it. Who cares if it works out or not. I get a little extra with my fucking mood condition you know sometimes I was thinking about like okay that can be destructive but which ways can I utilize what it does though and so I just have been writing for hours I think I’m going to take a shower and a nap and then just maybe get back at.
I don’t know man it just seems fun I think we should have fun, look at the fucking world what are you reasonably supposed to do with these kinds of fucking conditions?
I think I’ll just end this thing with a question for you: what are you doing with technology that’s hundreds of times more powerful than the ones you started with? My first computer was a Apple performa in 1995 before jobs came back. do you know the kind of things that did for me for my development? Like I’m trying to tell you about the fact that like when I was a kid I would play PC games and it was cool because developers would give out development kits they just didn’t care I mean you can get the source code for Doom right now if you want to start making video games I don’t know if that’s what I want to do but I’m just looking at the technology dude. If you can dig it I think that’s fantastic and I wish that you would shoot me an email or something. Evbizz17@gmail.com
I was just walking around for 38 years observing shit and I just didn’t know what to do with it and I’m trying to figure it out, when you want to figure shit out you ask people how they are figuring it out they might look at you funny but that’s hilarious too why not they should I hope they do.
If they don’t want to assist, I just hope they don’t get in the way.
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Before I hit post I just have to do the part of these things where I say hey did you know that you can assist the initiative in many ways and here’s one that will help me keep my phone on. This is the least favorite thing that I do when I write but unfortunately it’s part of realizing what I’m trying to get at as I’m figuring it out figuring out how to do it and showing other people how to do it
