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Doom Was My First Drug Of Choice

Ev R0ck
2 min readOct 9, 2022

Before drugs and alcohol, I think I played video games alcoholically. I clearly remember the 5 hours it took to download Doom on all at 14.4 kbps.

I got so into Doom in 1995, I had seen it at other kids houses running on DOS, but once my dad got us a Mac in 1995 I could play it at home all I wanted to. That mac was probably 2,000$ and it was capable of 0.001% of what this phone in my pocket can do. Moore's law or something like that states that microprocessors will double in speed every year. I'm paraphrasing.

Anyway, when I was 9 years old and playing Doom, I wouldn't even take a break to go pee. I would literally piss my pants in order to keep playing Doom.

Years later I dumped at least 100 hours into final fantasy 7 for ps1. One day my brother accidently wiped my memory card file, and I got into a fist fight with him over it, I was apoplectic… physical violence, wow.

Once this kid HC informed me that there was weed and girls outside of the final fantasy, I started doing actual alcohol alcoholically, video games took second fiddle to all of the intoxicants I had access to. When I was 14 I realized I could get stoned AND play video games…woah.

See, I've been fucked up my whole life,

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