And i wanna be free, so free you know it…”
Freedom is all I want from life . I mistake the street life for freedom because no one tells me anything and I go where I want and get as high as I want to…
That’s far from freedom, because I’m a slave to the drugs. The compulsion to get high moves me to where I’ll be going whether I like it or not. Some kind of demon is driving and there’s nothing I can do until I land myself in treatment, let a few weeks pass and get the power of choice back.
But I don’t feel free in rehab, I’m told when to eat, to go to groups and what else to do.
It works me toward real freedom, just delayed. Real freedom is a life without needing to get high. Sometimes you just have to hold on to get there.
i got hip to this song over the spring, id like to include the lyrics… straight anthem
“And I wanted to be there in the end
And I want to be free so free you know it
And be able to defend
I don’t want to be wrong cause wrong is not the thing to be
Until I’m gone
And I want to be truthful with my friends
And I can’t disappear the fear is fading
And I want to be able to extend
And I want you to see to be the way you know its gonna be in the end
Can you give me some help with yesterday
Because I want to be clear the fear I hate it
Wish there was something better I could say
And I wish you’d come clean the scene is overrated in the end
Then its gone
And I wanted to be there in the end
And I couldn’t believe the need its painful
And I want to be truthful with my friends
And I’m getting it free so free you know there’s a reason why
In the end”
