Hello. I’m alive. I survived another one of those bloody month long relapses and am in a rather intense long term rehab upstate. I wrote a 127 page story about it in the first 10 days off of the street. I’m really looking forward to getting it up on medium as soon as I can. I discovered that I want to live, and that I care about myself. I missed writing, the process of it is keeping me sane. If you’re reading this: I appreciate you. My communications are very limited right now but I can periodically check my email. Ev.penk7@gmail.com. Love and true appreciation- ev