i keep looking for a job on indeed. even though my last 2 jobs were ended due to panic attacks, I guess i’ll try to get another one. I can think of 2 benefits to getting a job: having something to do with my time and not being completely broke all of the time. low money isn’t good for morale. like, my 25$ phone bill is due in 5 days, and I don’t know how i’m going to pay it, it’s not like I can get by in this world without a phone.
no, I can’t just ask my parents, they are as broke as I am.
and so I have come to this blog to do a little digital panhandling. I like doing it probably as much as you like seeing it (not at all). I don’t have a choice, though. trust me, I hate doing this. it reminds me of begging for change in midtown when I was homeless (not a great feeling):
please, anything helps: ko-fi.com/evr0ck17
