Damn, I woke up at around 7 with no energy, I made coffee and breakfast and realized i’m going to be out of food by the end of the day… not very good. Not a good day to have low energy, when I need to scare up the resources to keep eating…somehow. Fuck!
This is not good. everybody needs to eat, luckily I found a food pantry that is open today at 1, so hopefully it’s not raining by then, and i’ll be able to have something to eat until my food stamps hit on Tuesday.
Let’s see, I’m getting used to my new house (which is beautiful), it’s just that tough time of the month where I don’t have any money…luckily I was able to get spectrum internet installed without paying anything. it’s going to be 80$ the first month and 50$ from there on out, which is a lot but it’s not like I can live without internet so i’m just going to have to make it work. do I know how? fuck no, of course not…but everything has worked thus far so I should try to have a little faith (which is definitely easier said than done).
plus: my 25$ phone bill is due on Tuesday, and I don’t have the money to pay it…oh my god.
I hate when things are like this, I might not have anything really to add to the discussion today except for stress, I’m afraid. I need to get back into the practice of writing every day, thoug,h because the move took me out of it, what with not having internet for almost a week.
I just want to ask that if anyone who’s been reading this blog for a while could make a little contribution to it’s creation, very literally by keeping my devices online and my belly full, please do: https://ko-fi.com/evr0ck17
I’ll try to get back to writing good shit once I take care of at least my belly.
