Do you know when you play pinball and you get the multi ball? All of a sudden you have five balls instead of one flying around the pinball machine. That’s anxiety but instead of pinballs it’s your thoughts. That’s how it is for me that’s the best way that I can explain it. it’s a lot less fun than pinball. Trying to learn how to deal with it, still I don’t know what works aside from writing, drugs and alcohol. that’s a major struggle to overcome, but I’m actually working on it, I think. writing is better than drugs and alcohol. i mean, duh.
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