Yes, it’s me with all kinds of ideas and no execution. If you know anything about Seroquel you might be shocked to hear that I take 300Mg of it every night, and all 125 pounds of me sleep like the dead. it’s pretty nice at night, but I cant function until I dump at least a half gallon of coffee down my throat, starting as soon as my eyes open. I mean it, I nearly tumble over when I'm trying to put on my pants (one leg at a time, naturally), I walk head first into door frames, and I cannot talk to anyone. Sometimes (like today), the grog lasts all day and not even caffeine can bail me out. I had to take a nap, I wasn’t at all operating anywhere near the levels of motivation I've been getting at lately. I know I'm fucked up when I don’t spend the day smitten with all kinds of music, and my headphones are silent.
Seroquel is a powerful drug, I used to be able to bail out of a couple grams of blow and fall asleep before I'd be farming the carpet for nonexistent dropped pieces. That was 50mg, now I take 300! I’m seeing my shrink tomorrow, this shit is non-sustainable…I will definitely need adjustment. IT’S OK, WE ALL NEED SOME KIND OF ADJUSTMENTS, SOMETIMES!
