Well, my new house is beautiful but the move has kind of thrown off my creative groove, so I feel a bit lost. As shitty as my last place was I was inside of a creative wave, making all kinds of music and writing all kinds of blog posts. I just need to figure out how to get back into it again. it might be as simple as figuring out where I sit every morning to think about what i’m going to make that day
I feel like my brain isn’t really working, which bothers me. I have so many unfinished projects that perhaps I could look at, or maybe i’m just not creative all of the time and that’s OK. It doesn't feel very OK.
I did so much yesterday, man. I did my laundry, and then took my old lady cart about a mile to the food pantry because i’m worried about starving. I got so much produce and canned goods and lugged it all the mile back to my house In the sun. it was more exercise than i’m used to getting and I got a sunburn. now, I just have to figure out how to cook all of this stuff. I don't really know how to cook anything.
I don’t have any idea where i’m going with all of this, really. I just wanted to try to type to see if anything would come out and it really hasn’t. I’ve been through this kind of period before, and it always ends, although I always hate it. At least I’m not how I used to be, afraid that my creativity is gone forever. I mean, I do briefly have that quick thought, but it passes.
So, I’m sorry I haven’t really got anything today, maybe tomorrow. I’m always going to try, because I never know when it’s just going to pour out.
