My brain isn’t really working today, and I don’t know what to do with myself.
Sometimes, after I post something, I want to delete it, like the post about mental health the other day. It’s very personal. When I want to take something back, I know I’ve done something that’s worth something. This writing thing should make me uncomfortable. If it doesn’t, then I’m not getting at the real stuff, which is the reason I started doing this in the first place.
On other days, I want to delete this whole blog, my YouTube, and all of my social media. I just make myself cringe, like, “Why did I say (or sing) all of that?” I either can’t shut up or I want to disappear. I think it’s all trash.
Today is kind of one of those days. I’m not going to do it because if I disappear, my people will think I’m off the deep end again, and we don’t want that.
I’m still amazed that people read what I write. It’s just out there, anyone can look at it, and I’m grateful when people tell me that they do. I know it asks a lot in this TikTok world to read, and trust me, my attention span is as short as it can be, so I get it.
I wonder who reads my work, it could be anyone. is it you? ev.penk7@gmail.com, say hi.
Did you know?
If any of this stuff does anything for you, you could buy me a coffee…so nice.
