I know that every kid in the 90s who fucked off in school got diagnosed with, ADHD.. but i think i really have it. sometimes i’m laser focused on whatever i’m doing, obsessively into it and then suddenly i cant do anything. Icant write, make music or even play video games. i try so hard to click into the zone, and i just cant. this morning i had about 45 minutes of focus and drive, but now it’s gone and its not even 11:30 AM.
i had this sick synth bassline and drums thing going in fruityloops, and all of the sudden i couldn't do it anymore, so i saved it and maybe tomorrow i’ll get a fresh lease on it.
I cant even fucking write this, it’s like pulling teeth to do anything. what the fuck?
thats it, thats the best i can do.
