The Doom Loop Vortex
you know what? this might clear my head up, it tends to. it’s sunday morning, oh, wait…afternoon. I got up at five because i get up at five, i made some cool music and went to temple and then i had to take a nap, i’m in post nap fog.
Now, i was writing just to write. so, oh yes. Yesterday i went to an anti fascist protest right by trump tower on the edge of the park. I used to call things “trump” things, like a protest would be “anti-trump”, but i don’t like using his name, and i like to be correct when i use language so it was an anti-fascist march, it’s still Trump’s tower…all loomingly evil like in a tolkien book.
i don’t protest every weekend, but after watching what is happening in DC, with the whole soldiers abducting homeless people off the street for profit, i had to take the A-train further uptown then i like to or really tend to go.
the day before that, i got stuck in the doom loop of scrolling through the horrors, and oh boy…they are fucking horrible. you all have the capability to know whats going on, and i’m not a journalist, but jesus h. fucking mother of god! its bad. when i go on about current event, i tend to prefer to go off the top of the head in short video context, like a tik tok or something of that ilk.
the protest was pretty tame, which is fine…i guess. i think we should be blowing up wall street…but that’s just me.
i can’t have the doom scroll, i can know whats going on but i can’t bedrot into that vortex of despair.
i think about the neccessary revolution, and i agree with the actions of luigi, but then again we all don’t have to be mario’s green clad brother. so, i do what i think my skill set is suited for: i write, create and educate people who maybe just woke up to the fact that this whole shindig of explotation of the working class isn’t that cool. there’s a lot more shit that isn’t cool but i think class consciouness is a good jumping off point, because then everything else loops back to the krux: class warfare.
it’s all money, it always was.
i help in the efforts to feed hungry people, over in alphabet city where i was able to change my life and stay off of the streets.
oh yeah, the organization over there want’s me to help rebuild their music program… but i can’t get to into that now, i have a proposal to finish today…that’s why i needed to clear my mind by writing without thinking.
yeah, that’s really happening…woah , quite marvelous. Stay tuned (if you want to):
listen, all of my headphones are broken, i don’t even like going outside without headphones. things should probably get better financially but they havent quite yet. if you would like to assist: https://linktr.ee/evr0ck17
