I noticed yesterday that i was just doing a lot better mentally. I figured I had posted so many articles about being a nut case, I might as well report the fact that my head seems to be coming back together again. not that anyone keeps up with this stuff anymore.
I can do things.
I was so out of it, man, I couldn’t manage anything. now I'm all making stuff, applying for jobs and making the phone calls i was putting off. it’s all easier then i was making it out to be. I hope this lasts.
I'm always at a loss for the reasons for these changes. i like things to make logical sense, and be explainable. it’s frustrating when they aren’t. it makes you wonder about all that moon astrology shit…kind of. honestly, i wonder what the difference is between blindly believing in psychiatry and thinking the phases of the moon are controlling everything. the credibility is questionable either way (in my mind).
maybe looking for anything to make sense is a fools errand. it’s really too bad I think so much, and analyze everything. if only I could cut that out.
there’s no money in self aware philosophical naval gazing.
but, there really fucking should be, dont you think? — — ->
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